SkreamKid

Saturday, April 12, 2025

Wake Up

Wake up

You overslept again

I know this week has felt like a year

Wake up

Gain your sense again

You've lost yourself

In another panic

And thats okay

Wake up, wake up

This fear will disappear

Just wake up, wake up

I've been living in a nightmare

Suffocating at the thought

Of simply being

Throwing on a mask

Making them believe the lie

That I'm doing alright

While hiding in the back

Of this mind

Cause I feel alive

As the night sky rises

Breaking light

On borrowed time

Left for dead

In the memories

That we once held

The catastrophe

That made us forget

What made us well

Wake up

This week has felt

Like a fucking year

Oversleeping

Overstimulated

Stuck in a loop

On another metronome

Fighting to breathe

Fighting to be

Wednesday, October 16, 2024

Make Believe

Make believe

We're something better

Falling behind

It only last longer

Keep this in mind

We won't be bothered

If time is all that we have

Then what's left to lose

But our sanity

Make believe

We're something better

I'd stretch across

This world

Find myself on the moon

And back

Just to find some peace

Stronger than yesterday

Wiser than before

Fuck these Hypocrites

That only see the floor

We're bored

Watching the days go by

Watching the days turn to nights

Is there anymore

I wanna surf on these clouds

Shoot for the stars

And breakthrough, tranquility

Chase the night

Through the rain

Find my peace

And never let go

Never let go

This is where I find home

Take the time

To create

Your masterpiece

Don't you rush

Cause the break of dawn

Is closer than it seems

This is it, reality

Make the most

Of this dream we call life

Saturday, June 22, 2024

Searching For Tomorrow In A Room Full Of Yesterdays

Turn the music up

To drown out

All this stupid noise

It's breaking up

The monotonous blade

Of everyday

Lost in the back

Feeling more like

The middle of nowhere

Caught in the darkness

That keeps dragging me down

Over and over

I claw and I climb

Just to fall back down

Still searching for tomorrow

In a room full of yesterdays

Yesterday's bullshit

Yesterday's aching cries

Yesterday's all I see

Stuck on repeat

Screaming bloody murder

Will it ever end

The cycle of confusion

Fucking with my head

Dazed with the thought

Of moving on

Infatuated with the idea

Of happiness on the otherside

Breaking free

From the needs of yesterday

Turn up the music

Till I can't hear

All the stupid noise

Drowning me out

Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Teach Me

Tell me how to forget this

And pretend I'm fine

Tell me how to fake it

Without wasting time

Burning all the pages

To this life

Im tired of the fake shit

Just tell me lies

Suffocation from the pressure

Under crashing waves

Falling further from the light

I once knew as a saving grace

So teach me

How to start over again

I'm at the end of this thread

Waiting for it to end

Teach me

How to start from nothing

I'm ready for something new

Burn these bridges

And set these demons free

I've lost count

Of how many times

I claimed I stopped caring

Lost sight of the kid

Who said goodbye

Without a second thought

It's all fun and games

Till we grow complacent

Too comfortable

To move away

Falling numb

To everything that we love

I don't wanna be

Another casualty

In this society

I don't wanna be begging

For something

I'll never see

I don't wanna feel numb forever

Refusing to conform

To this reality

Killing us all

Monday, May 13, 2024

Alone In The Dark

Alone in the dark

And it's haunting

Alone in the night

It's never ending

Alone in this head

It won't shut up

Just looking for a way out

Searching for solutions

To all of these questions

Stuck in autopilot

Can't change gears

Can't get this mind off it

Feeling broken

Neglecting everything

Burning away

The best parts of me

Till it seems like

There's nothing left to rebuild

Ghosts come out to play

Searching for the

Lost and the dammed

Waiting for war

Pretending its nowhere to be seen

Playing tricks

Just to prank

Trying to break

Just to prove

Power belongs to one

And everyone else

Is here to lose

Hoping to start a war

That no one sees

Everyone feels

Leaving us beaten and breathless

Bruised and broken

Thursday, May 2, 2024

Painting Smiles

Just another day

Another year

Come and gone

Everything stays the same

With a little more hate

While we all float on by

Passing on a rock

In outer space

It sounds

A little more jaded

Than it really is

But this time

We're breaking

All the rules

Just to deal with it

So paint a smile

On your face

Tell the world

We'll be okay

Cause I'm getting tired

Of always being

So fucking tired

Make them believe

In the end

Show them the war

And bring them

To their knees

We'll paint these smiles

On everything

That we see

Cause I'm still fighting

In a raging war

I'm still climbing

Just to beat the score

Nothing's gonna

Wear me down

I won't stop

Till I hit the ground

The best has yet to come

Saturday, April 20, 2024

We Should Be Fighting To Be Anything But What We Are

(Intro)

I just wanted to find

Somewhere, I could be myself

Somewhere, I could feel safe

Away from this place

This misery I call home

(V1)

Been building roots

Where I don't belong

Getting harder to grow

And move on

Wanting to go

Wherever the wind

Can make me float

(Chorus)

We're not allowed to be lost

We're not allowed to be free

We're supposed to know

What we want

We're not allowed

Just to be

Broken in misery

Searching for what

We want

Set fire to the past

And build something

Set to last

Worth fighting for

(V2)

Been setting up

For a breakaway

A disappearing act

No one will see

Cause I've been

Contemplating

Our reality

The world

All around me

Saturday, January 13, 2024

Collateral Damage (These Nightmares)

These nightmares

Are burning away

Disipating

Like stars in the sky

While I'm getting lost

In the world of a dream

So I dance with the devil

While a demon's on my back

Searching for heaven

While I'm stuck in this hell

I'm taking my time

Finding my way

Cause nothing else matters

When I'm not myself

Heroes fall asleep

In the dead of night

The moon up high

While I tread a thin line

Wide awake

Cause I feel alive

When darkness rises

Through the bleakest sky

Its alright

I'll be fine

All on my own

Looking out

At the sky

Searching for hope

It may seem

To be picture pefect

Burning away

With flames

Out of control

While losing sight

Of all that we've known

It's all collateral damage

In the end

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Where Are You?

I dont hear your voice anymore

Tell me where'd you go

You left me alone in the dark

Wondering hopelessly

Waiting for something more

Can you see me

Are you even listening

Did you leave me

Cause I can't feel you anywhere

Losing touch with reality

They're speaking to me

It doesn't seem right

Alone in the dark

And it's haunting

Alone in the night

It's never ending

Alone in this head

It won't shut up

Just looking for a way out

Searching for solutions

To all of these questions

The ghosts come out to play

Searching for the lost

Seeking out the dammed

Waiting for war

Waiting for an ending

To come to sight

Are you listening

To the slient screams

To the bated breaths

Of the jaded hearts

Can you see me

Cause I can't hear you

Did you leave

Cause I can't feel you

Are you listening

Saturday, January 6, 2024

Memories Lost

I remember every heartache

Every broken promise

Left on the table

The long bus rides

To the middle of nowhere

Just to feel

Like we mattered

For a moment of time

We said forever

But forever

Wasn't as long

As we thought

We'd spend some nights

Crying to the morning sky

And others

Having a good fucking time

The rest of the nights

Screaming till no sound came out

Tell me where it all went wrong

Falling apart

Like its our only job

Tell me where

We lost our touch

And never spoke again

I guess

Pen and paper

Burn too fast

We forgot

To send a message

Like the bottle

Would get lost

It's a mess

But we lost touch

Everything ends

Didnt think

It would be so soon

Monday, January 1, 2024

2023 was a weird year. Nothing necessarily bad, but not really good either. It was a year that I took away from this site to learn, step back, and reset. To write without sharing here. It was also a year that in my writing I never truly finished most peices I wrote. This one I wrote for the new year last year.

We're still dreaming of the days

The sun seems to stay

Waiting for the world

To leave disarray

Existing in a state of stillness

Like learning to breathe

And simply be

For the first time

And this time

I hope you find

What you want

The peace

That you deserve

Away from the panic

And everything that hurts

Cause no one's better off

When we're left

Broken in pieces

We don't need

Another stupid year

For the chance

To start over again

Fresh start whenever

We feel the need

To reset

Take the moment

To catch

Your breath

Dreaming of the last time

We felt like we were free

Intoxicated by life

Lost in the reality

We created

Just to burn it all

Like learning to breathe

And simply be

For the first time

Too much time

Has come and gone

Living life

And living small

Just to be lost

In what could have been

Building nightmares

Instead of building aspiration

Left behind

Waiting for someone

To let us be

New again

Start Over Again

Let me take a minute

To say hello

Cause it's been

Far too long

Since our last goodbye

There's been heartache and war

Devistation and rebuild

I've lost myself

More times than I can count

To the depths of this mind

And the void of the world

But I'm still breathing

Still fighting

Till everything stops spinning round

I needed something new

Searched high and low

For the thing I've been missing

Hiding from the world

And the darkness it holds

It's lonely drifting away

But there's safety

When there's no one around

To break you even more

There's a story to be told

There's a light shining through

I'll know it when I see it

When I find the words

To speak my mind

They'll be better days ahead

A darkness drifting away

A mind resting with ease

And a whole world at peace

We're searching for a way

To start over again

Make something new

Without starting from scratch

Saturday, September 3, 2022

After Midnight

(Verse1)

Call me after midnight

Tell me it'll be alright

Eventhough

It'll never be the same

(Chorus)

We used to stay out

All night

Chasing fireflies

Fighting the sandman

With tape on our eyes

We felt alive

Losing our minds

Never thought

We'd fall apart

So easily

We had it all

(Verse 2)

The fallout

Burned out

The entire sky

Ashes falling everywhere

But we move on

All the same

Nothings changed

I'm still here

But we dont speak, anymore

(Bridge)

I've been

Getting out of this head

Biding my time

Till I say goodbye

Cause I moved on

I'm happier now

Living with the memories

We once had

Thursday, January 27, 2022

Stronger On My Own

You weren't there

When I was broken

But I glued the pieces

Back together

It's not fair

But it was worth it

To see it never really mattered

Cause I was stronger

On my own

Made it through

When I thought

I lost it all

Perseverance

My only friend

Ghosted everyone

To see I was the only one

I survived the hell

Inside this head

Survived the demons

That made me dread

The little things

That gave me life

It was well worth

The fight

I told the lie

That I was alright

No one could save me

Cause I didn't know how

I thought you'd always be there

But you left in the cold

At the first sign of doubt

But it's alright

I turned out fine

Stronger on my own

Cause I taught myself

To never stand down

Wednesday, November 3, 2021

The Same Sad Song

Tell me I'm okay

While I write the same thing

Tell me I'll be just fine

Even when it feels

Like I'm burning alive

It's been a long road

To get where I am at

But sometimes it seems

Like I've made it nowhere

Still searching

For the high ground

As I meltdown

There's just certain times

I wish I could skip

Are we still on the same page

Little nightmare?

Are we still singing

The same tune

To this lullaby?

Are we gonna say goodnight

Or fall apart?

While we still fight this war

We keep losing our peace

And we say

Come tomorrow

I'll pack these bags

And quit this shit

There's no faking it

Tomorrow never comes

And we're still here

Singing the same sad song

Saturday, October 23, 2021

Burning in the night (Raise A Glass)

Raise a glass

And toast to the night

Here's to the past

And may our futures

Burn as bright

As the bridges

I'm burning tonight

Won't look back

Except to learn

From my past

Won't look back

Only make sure

The fires last

And if you come along

If you're up for the ride

We'll never look back

Keep moving fast

I'm burning bridges

To say goodbye

I'm moving mountains

Just to survive

No longer waiting

I'm searching for hope

Wanting for peace

And when it comes down

I'll know who I am

What happened

To our peace of mind

Chasing dreams

Till the break of dawn

Crashing through time

Never caring

What tomorrow would bring

Cause today was the only thing

That mattered to us

What happened to our energy

That built us so high

Let's start that fire again

Raise a glass

And toast to the night

Here's to the past

And may our futures

Burn as bright

As the bridges

I'm burning tonight

Won't look back

Except to learn

From my past

Won't look back

Only make sure

The fires last

Raise a glass

And pour it out

Like kerosene

Watch it burn

To make something new

I'm burning bridges in the night

I'm burning bridges

To say goodbye

I'm moving mountains

Just to survive

No longer waiting

I'm searching for hope

Wanting for peace

And when it comes down

I'll know who I am

Monday, August 30, 2021

Waiting For Adventure To Call My Name

Let's run away

Take a trip anywhere

It doesn't have to be far

Just get me away from here

At a breaking point

Far from any sense

Of a safe return

Looking for adventure

I'll go anywhere

If we could just

Run away

Facing the reality

That expectation

Is a figment of

My imagination

But my impression

Will never change

A delusional outcome

Is the house I made

I'll dig my grave

And bury it all the same

I wanna jump in a car

Going anywhere

Stare down the road

Acting like I don't care

I'm just looking to disappear

Find adventure

And hope it's pure

I wanna jump in car

And run away from here

Show me what this life could be

Teach me the ways of happiness

It's always felt like a dream

A beautiful disaster

Barley keeping us alive

Just staying in one place

Feels like a sin against

Everything we're meant to be

And if it breaks down

I'll keep my feet

On the ground

Slowly spinning

Till I find my way back home

Wednesday, August 25, 2021

Fact Or Fiction (Take The Hint)

Sex sells

But nothing profits

Like a war

Drugs keep

People happy at bay

While they hide

Their shade

Behind all the lies

And hypocrisy

Burning everyone alive

Take the hint

No one seems to care

About you

Or your livelihood

It's old news

But you're still shook

At the idea

That your overlords

Deceived your ignorance

Sold you out

For a profit

From your blissfulness

Fact or fiction

You'll never stop

Falling for it

Broken hearted

Sending thoughts

And prayers

It doesn't matter

Your actions

Prove it evermore

It's all about the money

Cause nothing speaks louder

Than how it benefits "me"

We're going insane

Buying the bullshit

That we're fed

For crying out loud

It's such a pain

Breaking down

The lies to everyone around

Too blind to see

Too ignorant to care

Maybe we're all doomed

Maybe we were

Never meant to be

Never worth it

But well deserved

Misery loves company

But we're all just

Swimming in grief

The cesspool

We created

Claiming to clean

All of humanity

While we continue

Losing it all

Tell me

How are we still breathing

How are we still moving

How are we still alive

With the toxic ways

We still breed

Misery loves company

And corporate greed

We've lost everything

That it means

To be human

Nothing left

Will be the death of us

Saturday, August 7, 2021

At War

I'm at war in this place

I can't escape

I can barely breathe, think, or even scream

And you think you've won

But I've barely begun

This is where I become....

The monster

The beast inside this living hell

The nightmare

Out of this mind

Where all the demons come to play

I'll make it out

Screaming louder and louder

I'll make it out

I'll make it out!

Everybody watching now

All eyes on me these days

Nothing short of misery

A panic attack

To keep me up

Everyone watching me

Making bets on how far I'll go

While I'm still clawing out

Of this grave I made

And you think you've won

But I've barely begun

This is where I become...

I'll stand there

I'll fight you

I'll break everything

You have left

I'll show you

That I don't need you

Just to bring

All my sins to light

And you think you've won

But I've barely begun

This is where I become...

Break me!

I'm not feeling okay

Shake me!

It's like I'm stuck in misery

Can't breathe!

I just need some space and oxygen

Help me!

I can't save myself!

Conversations With God

Broken and lost in misery

Not depressed, not happy

But somewhere in between

Feeling hopeless

Like another lost cause

Fighting for everything

Fighting to be okay

I asked God

Does this ever get better

Does it get easier

Along the way

He said

I'm sorry it only gets worse

It only gets harder from here

But I'll build you up

And make you stronger

Than you ever thought possible

I'll make sure

You'll make out

And be just fine

Tell me I'm okay

Tell me this is worth it

Every fucking mistake

Every second spent in misery

Feels like I'm dying slowly

Losing my breath

My motivation for anything

It was never meant to be easy

Never thought I could hurt so much

You tell me to hang on

But are You even there

So much pain

Where blissful peace should exist

Tell me God

When will this numbness disappear