Friday, November 24, 2017

Reminiscing (Memories)

I'm listening to music
I haven't touched in years
It gives me peace
I'm writing like I used to write
So long ago, in high school
It gives me a joy
I haven't felt in years
But we relive the past
To find ourselves
In the mess we created
To burn it up
So we can start living again

So give me a memory
To take in
So many left in the past
I thought I forgot them all
But here I am reminiscing
About the days
When ran this town
Ran into the ground

We thought we were fucked up
But it was all in our heads
A lie we told ourselves
To give up
But we fought like hell
To stand back up
And do it all over again

Now the days go on without you
But you don't suffer anymore
I guess that's what we say
To feel better about oursleves
And the loss that can never come back
But truth be told
The wound will never close
We'll never heal
We'll just learn how to live all over again
And keep the memory close

Thank you for everything you gave to me. These memories will live on forever. Thank you for everything you gave to others. Those memories will live on forever. Thank you for genuienly caring about others and showing intrest eventhough you had your own battles and wars like everyone else. Life is taken for granted and never truly appreciated for what it is. You are proof that life doesn't last forever, but you truly lived it to the fullest. I wish I wasn't writing this, at least not this early in life. We're still kids, no matter what they say our age is. You always wore a smile and bore a laugh that will not soon be forgoten. Taken too soon in life, but now you get to live freely in the clouds with everyone you ever lost. Be sure to tell my loveds ones hello, and tell everyone about the story you wrote and the memories you left behind. Thank you for everything. But, most importantly, Thank you for being my friend. Rest in paradise, Mel.
    

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal 

Don't Quit the Fairytale

(V1)
Remember what it was like
To be happy
Living a lie
Just trying to get by
Young and innocent
That's what they said
In too big of a hurry
To get out of this place
I wanna move on to better things

(C)
I don't know
How to say goodbye
Good luck, we're moving on
It doesn't matter anyway
In this reality
We're just living a fairytale
We're only dead
When we quit living

(V2)
What the fuck I'm doing
I'm fighting so hard
To disappear
Get out of here
Like I'm ready to leave
Every memory behind
To let a piece of me die
It's the same as giving up

(V3)
You gave me my peace
Another smile
Up in flames
Showed me how to fake happy
Hide everything
Under a busted shell of life
It's how we got by

(B)
This isn't where we drop out
We're only dead
When we quit living
This isn't where we surrender
We're only dead
When we quit living
This isn't the end of our fairytale

(V1)-(C)-(V2)-(C)-(V3)-(B)-(C)

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal 

Wake Up

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