Another Day (I Won't Apologize)

Another day
Another fuck up
Another mistake
I won't apologize for
It was never meant
To be this way
But something told me
It wasn't meant to be, today

I couldn't breathe
Suffocating through misery
Tried turning it off
But going numb
Was never the option

Overthinking
Every step that I make
Losing faith
It doesn't make sense
Feeling like
I'm just screaming at walls
No one's listening
Forsaken
This doesn't seem okay

So tell me whats on your mind
Tell me how I screwed up everything
Let me know I'm not worth the time
I'll tell you I'm still fighting for myself
I'm still fighting
To make it out alive

Another day
Another fuck up
Another mistake
I won't apologize for
I couldn't breathe
Suffocating through misery
Holding my breath
Wishing it would go away
I won't apologize
Not to you
Or anyone else
I won't apologize
For not being okay

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