Monday, September 18, 2017

Just Fine (My Angry Song)

I hope you hear this song on the radio
I hope you sing along
And agree with every verse
I hope you realize
This song is all about you
And when I hear you scream
I'll know I've finally won
Watch as you let out the same rage
I've felt for half my fucking life
This is my angry song

Sometimes I wonder what went wrong
Sometimes I couldn't care less
Sometimes you make me think that its all my fault
Then I remember you did this all yourself
You did this all yourself, You did this all yourself
I'm never coming back

You say I owe you an apology
Act like I should worship the very air you breathe
You say I'll never live this down
I say I'm gonna be just fine

You wear your misery well
You plead for attention
Cause it's the only way you'll survive
These rose colored glasses
Don't suit your ignorance at all

I'll live this life without a worry
I'll make sure you don't live this down
I've been fighting for a long time
I'm never gonna live this down

I won't apologize
For all the stupid shit
You said I did
I won't apologize
Cause you can't move on
You love to live in the past
The past you made up
In your head
You say I'm never gonna live this down
I say I'm gonna be just fine

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal 

Friday, September 8, 2017

Perfect Was Never Real

Don't pray for me
I'm doing just fine
Keep your salvation
And I'll keep mine
We try so hard
Fight for everything
We believe
But it was never enough

I'm done saying sorry
No more apologies
I'm done feeling worthless
All this hypocritical bullshit
I'm done with this, with you
No more playing games
I'll let karma take care of the rest

Your perfect little life
This perfect little world
You worked so hard to create
It's nothing but a fairytale
Another lie you told yourself
Cause perfect was never real

Can you tell me was it worth it
Was it ever really perfect
Guess this is goodbye
Can you honestly say "I hate you"
Cause I believed every single word
Guess this is goodbye
I hope it was worth it
Cause I'm better than this

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

Saturday, September 2, 2017

My Escape

The devil says
He's been calling my name
Says it's too late
To Getaway
He's been planting
Demons in my head
Monsters under my bed
Working at
Decaying my sanity

This misery I don't need
He's been
Screaming in me ear
For about a year or two
I can't get out of my head
It's killing me
I need my escape

These nightmares
Are everywhere I look
It's like I've been stuck
In a fucking cage
Out on display
For all to see
Point and laugh
And there is no escape

Let it go
Is what everyone says
But I can't get out
Of my own head
It's killing me
The demons hiding within
These monsters
Staying under my bed
All working at
Decaying my sanity

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

Someday (On My Way Out)

(V1) Sometimes I wonder If I'm going anywhere Or if I'm running in circles Sometimes I wonder If any of this will ever change ...