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Just Fine (My Angry Song)

(C)
I hope you hear this song on the radio
I hope you sing along
And agree with every verse
I hope you realize
This song is all about you
And when I hear you scream
I'll know I've finally won
Watch as you let out the same rage
I've felt for half my fucking life
This is my angry song

(V1)
Sometimes I wonder what went wrong
Sometimes I couldn't care less
Sometimes you make me think that its all my fault
Then I remember you did this all yourself
You did this all yourself, You did this all yourself
I'm never coming back

(V2)
You say I owe you an apology
Act like I should worship the very air you breathe
You say I'll never live this down
I say I'm gonna be just fine

(V3)
You wear your misery well
You plead for attention
Cause it's the only way you'll survive
These rose colored glasses
Don't suit your ignorance at all

I'll live this life without a worry
I'll make sure you don't live this down
I've been fighting for a long time
I'm …

Perfect Was Never Real

(V1)
Don't pray for me
I'm doing just fine
Keep your salvation
And I'll keep mine
We try so hard
Fight for everything
We believe
But it was never enough

(C)
I'm done saying sorry
No more apologies
I'm done feeling worthless
All this hypocritical bullshit
I'm done with this, with you
No more playing games
I'll let karma take care of the rest

(V2)
Your perfect little life
This perfect little world
You worked so hard to create
It's nothing but a fairytale
Another lie you told yourself
Cause perfect was never real

(B)
Can you tell me was it worth it
Was it ever really perfect
Guess this is goodbye
Can you honestly say "I hate you"
Cause I believed every single word
Guess this is goodbye
I hope it was worth it
Cause I'm better than this

©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

My Escape

The devil says
He's been calling my name
Says it's too late
To Getaway
He's been planting
Demons in my head
Monsters under my bed
Working at
Decaying my sanity

This misery I don't need
He's been
Screaming in me ear
For about a year or two
I can't get out of my head
It's killing me
I need my escape

These nightmares
Are everywhere I look
It's like I've been stuck
In a fucking cage
Out on display
For all to see
Point and laugh
And there is no escape

Let it go
Is what everyone says
But I can't get out
Of my own head
It's killing me
The demons hiding within
These monsters
Staying under my bed
All working at
Decaying my sanity


©2017 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

Human Again

Hello world
when did you forget
how to live
We walk so fucking far
to prove who we are
that we left everything behind
Acting like we're worthless
So far from perfect
We forgot what it meant
To be human again

Bury me
under the weight
of this hypocracy
I can't breathe anymore
You said you wouldn't
But it's never hurt so much
Don't pray for me I'm too far gone

i'm dreaming about the days
The days before we got so stupid
Fighting wars that don't belong
Living a lie thats another trump
We pledge allegance to fear and hate
Steping back in time proving we don't belong
When will we wake up and smell the roses
When will we become human again

We fight so hard
To show the world
How strong we think we are
Truth is
We break without a second thought
It's a mask
A world of lies we live behind
And it's shame
How fucked up we became
Will we ever be human again

©2016 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

Goodbye Peace

Take a look at me
Take a look at you
We're just two fools
Without a clue
What we're doing here

There was a time
I thought we knew it all
We were invincible
Indestructible
Now we're staring concrete
In the face
When did our sense of peace disappear?

We fall apart
But act like
We're so fucking normal
When we're
Worse than the 1900's
The Great Depression
Ain't got nothing on us

Are we still on the same page
Little nightmare?
Are we still singing
The same tune
To this lullaby?
Are we gonna say goodnight
Or fall apart?
While we still fight this war
We keep losing our peace

I'm hanging on the edge
Screaming does this really matter
We're roaring, but never heard
We fight, but it means nothing at all
We're searching for a light
In the depths of this eclipse
We're a dying race
What happened to our peace
We once held dear?

When did we lose
Our direction
We fell asleep at the wheel
Annihilated our light
When will we wake up?
Wake up!
Goodbye peace


©2016…

KIDS (Story Of The Renegades)

So tell me what I’m here for?
What am I supposed to do?
Cause lately it feels like
We’re just going through the motions
Praying to God, we make it through

We used to be the renegades
The invincible
But now we’re fading out
Terminated at our own game
And it has never hurt so much

Can you tell me
How pointless this is?
Can you see
How broken we are?
We gave up
The best part of us
Just to grow up

What happened to the days
Of our Neverland
We were kids
Living our dreams
Singing our songs
It was so fucking easy
To be whatever we wanted
Staying out all night
Till the morning sky

I wanna take everything
That’s ever killed a part of me
And write it down
We’ll write our stories
On these papers
And we’ll burn them down
We’re on to something new, now
We’re building out of ashes
Out of smoke, everything we once were
Will never leave, but make new
We are the renegades

©2016 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal

Shooting Stars and Lullabies

Have you ever thought about the days If we would just runaway Say goodbye to everyone And everything around
Have you ever thought about What we could be If we got away, from this place And never looked back
I dream about the day That I’m free Begging to be away from everything As I scream this lullaby Just to fall asleep I pray these skeletons Just let me be For one more peaceful night Before I’m gone
Can we go back To the days that wouldn’t last And just breathe Cause I’m still counting every star Every single night Since you left me here, alone
I’m still chasing dreams Of nights that weren’t meant to last Wishing on every shooting star So I can breathe I’ll scream this lullaby
Till the day I catch my breath

©2016 All Rights Reserved Ryne Neal